i finally played a real piano. and not any piano, but a beautiful grand piano.
after months learning with a cheap plastic midi keyboard, getting to play on a beautiful real grand piano not only was a big experience in itself, but it was also an intense and vivid experience, flavored as only those things that you do for the first time are. it really was a magic experience. i was overflowed by feelings as my clumsy fingers danced over the heavy keys. after all, i was making a dream come true. thing is, sometimes dreams are not that big, or deep, or pretentious. sometimes they are simple things, like, playing a piano. yet, they fell big, and therefore they are big big. my heart was beating fast, and my hands shaking. it was wonderful.