i was just saying that despite i have been crossing this door almost every day for the last two years, i still don’t get it right and i keep pushing it inwards when i should be pulling it outwards. the most freaky thing here is that i had no problems at all to get used to every other routine that i had to adopt when moving here or to my new apartments – like opening the door of the bathroom without looking to the handle or switching the light of your bedroom on despite being in complete darkness, and in general all the regular abilities or skills you quickly develop though daily repetition.

i think there’s definitely something weird going on between me and this one door.